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by sueredpred
Thu May 25, 2017 7:18 am
Forum: Friends and Others
Topic: Artist and friend
Replies: 0
Views: 2970

Artist and friend

I reached out to my friends wife. Sent her money and a mass card. I just feel like I'm taking the easy way out by not driving 2 hours to this funeral today. Guilt I guess need to realize these feelings come from my own situation and. I'm projecting my own loss of my husband to this. It's amazing how...
by sueredpred
Thu May 25, 2017 7:04 am
Forum: Friends and Others
Topic: try too hard?
Replies: 1
Views: 788

Re: try too hard?

Keep reaching out. As a survivor of my husbands death. We often don't know what we need or want. Keep doing your calls and messages. I know I appreciated it. When people see us moving on they often think we are amazing and strong. We are but we often crumble in private. At least that's my take.
by sueredpred
Wed May 24, 2017 6:57 am
Forum: Newly Bereaved
Topic: Friend and artist
Replies: 0
Views: 1826

Friend and artist

A old wound got opened yesterday when I heard the news of my beloved tattoo artist death. Same manner as my husband 5.5 years ago. I'm sick. I reached out to his wife who is left behind with a 6 month old son. When will it end this disease? No closure for me with funeral it is out of state. My ink n...
by sueredpred
Sun Nov 08, 2015 6:41 am
Forum: Left Alone
Topic: Oct6
Replies: 3
Views: 1939

Re: Oct6

Thank you for the lovely vwords they mean alot
by sueredpred
Tue Oct 06, 2015 4:49 am
Forum: Left Alone
Topic: Delete
Replies: 1
Views: 1450

Re: Our Song

Music can be a powered thing. I feel the same way about some songs. But music is such a huge part of my life I can't ignore it. All things change with time. Hopefully as our loved ones have peace so do we. peace sueredpred.
by sueredpred
Tue Oct 06, 2015 4:38 am
Forum: Left Alone
Topic: Oct6
Replies: 3
Views: 1939

Oct6

The birthday passed. The anniversary passed. And now our wedding anniversary passed. I made it. I went to a sos meeting which helped last month and I did have a plan. I was all gung ho about releasing Mikey's ashes, but now not so much. That thought has passed. On the day of the anniversary of his d...
by sueredpred
Tue Sep 01, 2015 6:42 am
Forum: Left Alone
Topic: Sept15th
Replies: 1
Views: 1218

Sept15th

Feeling very emotional this am. Approaching the 4 year anniversary and just went through Mikey's 61 bday alone. I took off work 10 -15 for some me time. And am thinking about releasing Mikey's ashes. I am going to a SOS meeting tommorow night to talk. I miss my best friend and soul mate. So choke it...
by sueredpred
Tue Sep 01, 2015 6:30 am
Forum: Left Alone
Topic: I am extremely tempted to get the police and coroner photos
Replies: 17
Views: 5903

Re: I am extremely tempted to get the police and coroner pho

Just read your story. Hope you are more at peace. My soul mate also took his life with my hand gun. I came in as he breathed his last breath. The replay in my mind dims with time but is always there if I choose to bring it back. SOS groups have helped me. I also did one on one therapy. This site is ...
by sueredpred
Tue Sep 01, 2015 6:14 am
Forum: * This Month *
Topic: Sept15th
Replies: 0
Views: 1116

Sept15th

As my husbands 4 year mark comes up. I reflect on many things. Mainly my unspoken sorrow over his own 61st bday which was August 15 and now this anniversary. I think I should finally release his ashes at his best friends farm like he wanted. But I am afraid to let them go. I know I can keep some. I ...
by sueredpred
Tue Jun 23, 2015 8:01 pm
Forum: Miscellaneous
Topic: A new relationship?
Replies: 0
Views: 4246

A new relationship?

When does anyone think they can be with someone again? I think about it like a dream. I am just afraid and lonely ,but I have hope some day I may not be alone forever. peace sueredpred.