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by angela092402
Mon Dec 01, 2014 5:30 am
Forum: The Corner Cafe
Topic: Where's everyone from?
Replies: 68
Views: 30731

Re: Where's everyone from?

I am Angela, 33 years old and live in VA, USA.
by angela092402
Mon Dec 01, 2014 5:27 am
Forum: Coping
Topic: Shame
Replies: 16
Views: 6955

Re: Shame

Shame! It has been 19 years since my dear brother passed on. I feel like I am shaming him or not honoring him by telling people that he took his life. I don't want to disrespect him..there is a lot of social stigma caused. I've always felt strange about the "shame" feeling but I always wanted to do ...
by angela092402
Mon Dec 01, 2014 4:55 am
Forum: Introduce Yourself
Topic: My name is Angela
Replies: 1
Views: 601

My name is Angela

We lost my beloved brother when he was 18. I was 14. This was 19 years ago. My father found his son. My father has never been the same. None of us have been. I am well healed. I 've accepted his choice. I am no longer angry but continue to love my brother with my unconditional love. I honor his name...
by angela092402
Mon Dec 01, 2014 4:51 am
Forum: Inspiration
Topic: Today I am LIVING because I...
Replies: 308
Views: 71768

Re: Today I am LIVING because I...

it has been hard to know why I am living today...
I am still here
I am living on hope
I am living on hope of love
I am living but live with my depression like chicken noodle soup. ....but I live with hope.
by angela092402
Mon Dec 01, 2014 4:36 am
Forum: For Siblings
Topic: My brother's bday...
Replies: 3
Views: 3099

Re: My brother's bday...

Next year, get sushi! Honor him, love him, celebrate him. I have done that with cake, candles, gifts for my children on my brother's birthday. It feels better, it heals, and you have honored his living soul. All of my love, Angela
by angela092402
Mon Dec 01, 2014 4:34 am
Forum: For Siblings
Topic: How could he at 10?
Replies: 2
Views: 3333

Re: How could he at 10?

My heart is heavy to hear this. The only words that I can utter is that my heart and love is with you. All of my love, Angela
by angela092402
Mon Dec 01, 2014 4:27 am
Forum: For Siblings
Topic: brother remembered too much????
Replies: 6
Views: 4077

Re: brother remembered too much????

I lost my sweet brother, when I was age 14. I am now 33. My parents had their grief that left myself and my sister in the wind. I wanted to see more of my brother around our house, I wanted to see their humanity. Deal with your grief jointly with your other son. If you feel that your attention isn't...
by angela092402
Mon Dec 01, 2014 4:22 am
Forum: For Siblings
Topic: I don't think I will ever understand
Replies: 2
Views: 2257

Re: I don't think I will ever understand

After all of these years, I have realized that I was angry and was angry for not knowing why. I've come to a peaceful place by by compassionate , caring and loving about his choice to end his life. I still try to hold his memory, his name, in high honor. I celebrate his birthday with my children and...