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by Cschwab
Sun Dec 04, 2016 3:46 am
Forum: Introduce Yourself
Topic: My Brother
Replies: 2
Views: 1244

Re: My Brother

Lauren, God bless you. It has been 4 years (October 23-12) when my brother took his life. It would be the hardest loss I've ever experienced. I felt a lot of guilt, pain, and anger but have since come to the conclusion that I can not turn the clock back. I still do I wish I could, but I can't. My gu...
by Cschwab
Sat Feb 27, 2016 3:40 am
Forum: Newly Bereaved
Topic: Ex boyfriend has gone
Replies: 2
Views: 2502

Re: Ex boyfriend has gone

I too am sorry for your loss. Brings back many quilty feelings, tears and anguish. I wish I could help ease the pain or help guide you through this turmoil.
Please know that you are not alone!
Hugs
by Cschwab
Tue Jan 19, 2016 1:58 am
Forum: For Siblings
Topic: Pain
Replies: 5
Views: 3798

Re: Pain

Again, I do feel your pain, remorse, lots and guilt. Hugs to you as I hope you know that I am thinking of you, anytime you want to talk on here or fb. I am more,than willing.
Hugs
Corinnia
by Cschwab
Tue Jan 19, 2016 1:53 am
Forum: Introduce Yourself
Topic: I lost my only sibling 2 months ago
Replies: 1
Views: 1201

Re: I lost my only sibling 2 months ago

I feel your pain. If you need so,some to chat with with pm me. I too lost my brother and am struggling with his death. Life continues but with a different outlook.
Hugs to you! You are not alone.
by Cschwab
Sun Aug 23, 2015 12:25 am
Forum: WELCOME - Announcements
Topic: * Write Your Story: Faces of Suicide Vol. 2 *
Replies: 1
Views: 6075

Re: * Write Your Story: Faces of Suicide Vol. 2 *

I don't want to be a face of suicide:(.
I know my brother..... who hung himself to death.....wouldn't want to be a face of suicide ;(
I pray for all whose lives are effected my suicide.
C
by Cschwab
Fri Jul 31, 2015 12:42 am
Forum: Fathers and Mothers
Topic: Does this pain ever get easier?
Replies: 2
Views: 1426

Re: Does this pain ever get easier?

No, it doesn't get easier ;(. The pain in our heart(s) hurt uncontrollably each and every day. Over time it gets different. I feel your pain, sense of quilt, questioning, re visiting, re living, nightmares and living with the pain even though your are expected to move on with your life. We will neve...
by Cschwab
Fri Jul 17, 2015 3:15 am
Forum: Introduce Yourself
Topic: My Introduction
Replies: 5
Views: 1661

Re: My Introduction

I wish I could advise on easing the pain. My brothers birthday past June 25th and I attempted to pass the day and to preoccupy myself on the positives in our lives. Our family was getting ready to travel for our nieces wedding in Mexico. I think I may have been the only person who privately cried fo...
by Cschwab
Fri Jul 17, 2015 2:57 am
Forum: For Siblings
Topic: Rough night
Replies: 1
Views: 1739

Re: Rough night

My heart hears your pain. I hope the night mares end.
by Cschwab
Mon Jun 22, 2015 1:04 am
Forum: For Siblings
Topic: Just lost my brother
Replies: 3
Views: 2284

Re: Just lost my brother

I feel your pain and emotional breakdown of tears, questions and what ifs. My brother took his life oct 23-12. It seems like yesterday especially on special occasions. I find his birthday (June 25) and his dying day the darkest to deal with. The pain for me never goes away, I am still learning how t...
by Cschwab
Fri Jun 19, 2015 1:51 am
Forum: Introduce Yourself
Topic: My Introduction
Replies: 5
Views: 1661

Re: My Introduction

One does not just get along. We adapt to our life and experiences. I lost my brother to suicide 2.5 years ago and the pain remains.....especially around certain times. This week would have been his birthday ;(. Pain remains without him. I just wish one day would go by without thinking about the fact...