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by Perrys16
Mon Sep 07, 2015 12:27 pm
Forum: * This Month *
Topic: Happy Birthday
Replies: 3
Views: 2176

Re: Happy Birthday

Miss you still. Another year goes by....
by Perrys16
Sun Jul 19, 2015 12:24 pm
Forum: Fathers and Mothers
Topic: Nearly 5 years ...
Replies: 7
Views: 2015

Re: Nearly 5 years ...

I always wanted to be a writer and now almost 13 years later, I still draw blanks. How many times can you say how much this hurts but that is all I still feel. Unfortunately, five years wasn't any magic number for me but right after that things did get a lot better. Just so long to get used to it. I...
by Perrys16
Wed Apr 08, 2015 5:46 pm
Forum: Inspiration
Topic: Today I am LIVING because I...
Replies: 308
Views: 71768

Re: Today I am LIVING because I...

I am doing really good. My daughter's business is thriving. I have worked 7 to 7 every day since I got here a year ago. I meet someone new every day. I also know that no matter how far I have gotten, I can still go back to square one and relive the pain of losing him like it just happened. Pretty mu...
by Perrys16
Mon Jan 26, 2015 6:11 pm
Forum: Newly Bereaved
Topic: My 16 year old daughter took her life November 7 2014
Replies: 6
Views: 3401

Re: My 16 year old daughter took her life November 7 2014

I am so sorry you lost your daughter. I lost my son eleven years ago. You have taken a good step toward support to get through. One second at a time right now. The best advice I got in the beginning was that it was too soon to feel better. I can tell you that it does not ever "feel" better but I had...
by Perrys16
Sun Sep 07, 2014 11:03 am
Forum: * This Month *
Topic: Happy Birthday
Replies: 3
Views: 2176

Happy Birthday

I miss you.
by Perrys16
Fri Feb 07, 2014 9:31 pm
Forum: Inspiration
Topic: Today I am LIVING because I...
Replies: 308
Views: 71768

Re: Today I am LIVING because I...

I changed everything in my life...I left my house of 30 years and moved to a campground in Fort White Florida...I am helping my daughter...I have never been so busy in my life. I am meeting new people and am around happy people all day. For the first time in 10 years I feel like I am going to live a...
by Perrys16
Tue Dec 24, 2013 10:10 am
Forum: * This Month *
Topic: 10 Years
Replies: 3
Views: 1070

Re: 10 Years

I started this thread with a huge purpose. Ten years ago when Perry died, all the life was sucked right out of me. Slowly, very slowly we have been able to fill up with some joy, happiness, heartache. So many emotions to sort through. We have just moved from the house that we built because we were g...
by Perrys16
Mon Nov 11, 2013 6:42 pm
Forum: Coping
Topic: Out of the blue...
Replies: 4
Views: 1053

Re: Out of the blue...

I see him in so many people's eyes it's not even funny. I say we are educated in grief, that is for sure. I can have great days but there will always be the part where he should be in it. Sending hugs.
Beth
by Perrys16
Thu Oct 31, 2013 4:46 am
Forum: * This Month *
Topic: 10 Years
Replies: 3
Views: 1070

Re: 10 Years

Thanks. It is still so hard. I miss him everyday. I can remember he was so excited about halloween and had a costume already. He wore it for a week before he died. Anyway, I know how broken we can all be and it is so hard to write anything. I wanted to be a writer before Oct of 2003 and have had wri...
by Perrys16
Mon Oct 21, 2013 6:12 pm
Forum: * This Month *
Topic: 10 Years
Replies: 3
Views: 1070

10 Years

ago today I woke up at 5 in the am to banging on the window and I heard Perry shot himself, Perry is dead. Running out of the house, that is exactly what happened. Down the road and to the right 5 acres over. The first story I read was Trevors and the second suicide that I had ever read about was Ar...