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by jillslay8
Sat Aug 03, 2013 10:05 am
Forum: Coping
Topic: Shame
Replies: 16
Views: 6955

Re: Shame

Very well put. I do not feel shame at all about my brother, I also do not understand or like it but shame never in life or death could he do anything to make me be ashamed of him, mad yes
by jillslay8
Sat Jul 20, 2013 7:01 am
Forum: For Siblings
Topic: it's been awhile since I've been here
Replies: 8
Views: 2874

Re: it's been awhile since I've been here

I am so sorry for all your pain and recent loss, it has been a while since I have been here too, I have so much anger and I do not know who to be mad at cause my brother was in his own hell and was a great actor yet I want to blame so many and the only one I am left with is him, I do get mad at dr. ...
by jillslay8
Thu Mar 07, 2013 8:59 am
Forum: Venting
Topic: You will be over it in a year
Replies: 0
Views: 1288

You will be over it in a year

that is what my brother said to me the 1st time he overdosed but we found him and I can not get the words out of my head we are upon the 1 year mark and funny thing I am far from over it I want the words to go away they just echo in my head and it makes me so mad for him to think that we would just ...
by jillslay8
Thu Mar 07, 2013 3:55 am
Forum: For Siblings
Topic: 1year and I am not any better
Replies: 1
Views: 1195

1year and I am not any better

It has now been 1 year and I hear my brothers words echoing in my head after the 1st time her overdosed and we found him he said if you would have never found me a year would go by and you would all be over it by now and I said no Ken you are so wrong and you know what he was so wrong I feel mad and...
by jillslay8
Sun Dec 16, 2012 7:15 am
Forum: Venting
Topic: I do not want to go....
Replies: 9
Views: 1862

Re: I do not want to go....

Thank you so much for your kind words I am sorry this time of the year is so hard for all of us here and I guess we all have to learn how to deal with it much love Jill
by jillslay8
Sat Dec 15, 2012 8:23 am
Forum: Venting
Topic: I do not want to go....
Replies: 9
Views: 1862

Re: I do not want to go....

Thank you so much (((hugs)))
by jillslay8
Fri Dec 14, 2012 4:13 am
Forum: Venting
Topic: I do not want to go....
Replies: 9
Views: 1862

Re: I do not want to go....

Well, thank you all so much I did get kind of lucky in the fact we ended up having dinner at my moms house and I did not have to go to my brothers I do not know why I am scared to go there (maybe then it is really real ) but thank you all And I was able to see my nephews who I love so much the young...
by jillslay8
Sat Dec 08, 2012 9:09 am
Forum: Venting
Topic: I do not want to go....
Replies: 9
Views: 1862

I do not want to go....

My mom called me last night to tell me my sister-in-law is having Hanukkah at her house next week, I do not want to go to my brothers house and have a party how sick is that the last time I went there was in march when we had a service there for him also i have not seen the urn i do not want to I pr...
by jillslay8
Sat Oct 27, 2012 5:44 am
Forum: The Corner Cafe
Topic: Where's everyone from?
Replies: 68
Views: 30731

Re: Where's everyone from?

Hi, I am Jill I live in Las Vegas I am 47 years old and lost my younger brother Ken in march of this year and he took a overdose of pill it was his 2nd and final time. I am sad hurt and all messed up and his b-day is this month on the 30th the 1st one he will not be here for and i am pissed off....o...
by jillslay8
Mon Oct 08, 2012 9:13 am
Forum: Coping
Topic: Tasks of Grief: TEAR
Replies: 7
Views: 1601

Re: Tasks of Grief: TEAR

I must say , I do not know can you skip the T and be on the E and A I think that is possibly where I am at.
Today is 7 months and I am not Doing the T very well at all